Moving

I moved to a new blog.

Check it out.

http://kingcloud7.blogspot.com/

Why?

Because I want to add many widgets. Haha. And it loads faster. Thank you Ned, for pointing that out.

I hate you.

Yes. You.

Hiatus

Yes, as the title suggests, I’m currently on hiatus right now.

Currently busy with ETP projects, assignments, tests, lab reports, internship placement. Sigh. When will this end?

I’m not feeling good also. Maybe it was caused by the extreme change in the weather. But I don’t see what are the connections between difficulty in breathing, bleeding nose, dizziness and the frequent weather change. Hm.

Anyway, to my deviantART watchers and friends, if you are reading this, I can’t finish your requests for now. But don’t worry; I’ll finish it as soon as possible.

P/S: I’m writing this post using Winword. Haha. Now trying to find a way to write new posts using mobile phone.

Anime Showdown

Yes, I want to be video game designer. But, that’s only a dream I’ve had since I was little.

Anyway, the two pictures below are Anime Showdown, and Anime Showdown II.

Inspired by Battle Stadium D.O.N. by Namco Bandai where the characters from Dragon Ball, One Piece and Naruto brawled together in this high speed fighting game.

From left to right:

Shiraishi Minoru (Lucky Star), Kuchiki Rukia (Bleach), Mirror Ichigo (Bleach), Izumi Konata (Lucky Star),

Cytheria Enagea (Enter Enagea), Mistress Loveslash (Enter Enagea) and Morinozuka Takashi (Ouran High School Host Club)

Left:

Izumi Konata (Lucky Star), Kuchiki Rukia (Bleach), and Shiraishi Minoru (Lucky Star).

Right:

Takashi Morinozuka (Ouran High School Host Club), Mirror Form Kurosaki Ichigo (Bleach) and Yoko Ritona (Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann).

For full size, and explanations, click on the pictures and you will be redirected to my dA page.

Thank you.

P/S: All characters used in these pictures are copyrighted by the respective anime’s creator, publisher, and the producer. Cytheria Enagea, Mistress Loveslash and Enter Enagea is a created by me, Urutoraman K.

We should

not procrastinating our works.

Why not finish it now when you have the time? Why must it be later? Some things are easier to be done earlier, and when you finished something quickly, won’t that make you happy?

The lecturer gave you a homework, only 3-4 short questions on the subject he taught in your college. You have 2 hours of break before the next class. Why won’t you finish on that time? Why must it be later?

Not only works. But some of us also procrastinate in performing our tasks as a servant of God. As an example, for Muslims, when you are not doing anything, why won’t we pray right after the Azan, the prayer call? Why must we procrastinate? Why must we perform it later? Until at one time, when you want to perform for Zohor as an example, the Azan for Asar has already been recited by the bilal. There goes your Zohor prayer.

There are things that will make our life easier if we finish it as soon as possible. Your assignments, your jobs, your works in school, your artworks, and many more.

So, I’m asking you guys and myself, not to procrastinate. It’s bad.

Enough said. Let’s get back to work.

Wish me luck for my test tomorrow.

A New Hope part II

I really hope everything will be normal. The last two days were very hectic. Mood swings significantly from positive to negative, friends come and go, and I don’t know what the hell these two phrases mean. Haha. Anyway, let’s summarize all the things that happened during the two days I’ve mentioned just now:

So I was in love with that girl. That’s why our relationship got hectic. I know I was being a jerk, pushing her all the time. And because of that love-hate feelings toward her made the relationship more…stupid? (Is this word really ok?) Anyway, back to the story.

Before that, let me ask you a simple question I’ve asked you guys a lots of time:

What friends are for?

Well, for me, a friend is the one you can share your problem, and your happiness. I have a lot of examples, but that’s not important. The more important thing is, I really hate when all the time you talk about friends and friendship, yet you don’t apply it very well.

I admit I have feelings toward her, and yes, that’s the reason why I’m jealous when I see her with other guy. But, when I asked her whom she’s seeing, she didn’t want to answer or admit it. I know it’s intruding her privacy, but you have to think of my current situation. If she’s seeing someone, I as the friend who have feelings toward her must by all means get away from her. I really hate when people say I’m desperate, like I don’t have any girl to like, like I’m a pushy or something. So, that’s why I have to know. But, she neither want to admit it nor telling me her current situation. That’s a bad example on how you’re treating your friends.

If there are rumors about you going around the campus, and one of your friends asked what really happened. Don’t you tell him/her the real story behind all the rumors? I know maybe some of you might think, “Ah, rumors. So who the $%&# cares?” Then when it got out of control, you started to think about suicide. Random example. So when I asked her about the rumors, at first she didn’t want to tell me. She just kept quiet. And when I confronted her, face to face, then she started to talk about the problem. It will give me a negative impression from her, confronting her asking all that kinds of stuffs. Can’t she just take the first step, to tell me about the rumors? If she thinks me of her friend, why can’t she do that simple thing?

I have my own reasons when I say “If I find out one of my friends, especially girls, are seeing with someone, I will take the liberty to move away from their lives”. Why?

• I hate it when people started to make stupid stories about me. Like I was in the way. Been there.
• I hate it when people suddenly confronts me and say stupid things because I’m seeing her girlfriend which I really don’t have a clue. Been there too.
• I don’t want to have special feelings toward you. Been there.

and many more, which I have to check my list. Haha.

The story behind all these fusses? Haha. I won’t tell it here. Not now, maybe some other time. And speaking of other time, I did tell you guys about her! It’s in the older posts. Go find yourself.

So, let’s get back to that girl’s story. I really regret knowing her. From now on, I will try not to care of her. I don’t care if she wants to see someone, wants to marry, wants to die, wants to be hit by a car, wants to jump over a building, wants to be electrocuted by a toaster while making toasts, haha. No! I’m not asking for those things to happen!

Friendly reminder from your neighborhood friend: Nowadays, some electrical appliances are very dangerous.

Sorry, but I think this is the only way to deal with it. Being friends with you will simply repeat all these things. I don’t want to hurt myself, I don’t want to hurt her, enough with all these things. Dammit!

Now it’s time for my lethal dose of coffee. Muahahahahahas!

Picture courtesy of Lolcats. Thanks for making my life happier. And yes, I love cats!

It’s official!

She’s not my friend anymore.

The Dark Side

Yeah! It’s good to be normal.

I really hate hoping for something that I could not get, like her as an example. Bah! Waste my time only.

I could not count how many times she had done to me. Hurting me. So she said that her patience has limit. So am I. Actually, it’s already reached the negative side, meaning that vengeance is a must. But, I’ll drop it for now. Too lazy to do any stupid things. Haha.

I’m actually sick of her already. Why? It’s a long story and I just don’t want to tell others about it anymore. Let me archive this. *padlock sound*

To my friends, you were right about her, and it’s a foolish act to believe her anyway. To hope that she’ll make me happy is actually a lousy hope. And to one of my best friends, I’m sorry I let you down again. Yeah, I did it again. Maybe I’m not a good friend, but who cares!? I’m sick of doing good and my efforts seem insignificant, and there are also people that took me for granted.

The Light Side

To lose another friend hurts me very much. And especially her. She was one of my high school friend. Maybe our friendship affected by unstable emotions that revolve around us.

Maybe if I just let her go, things will be back to normal. Maybe if I just forget her like I did last year, it will be okay.

I don’t want to hurt her, I don’t want to hurt myself. And I don’t want to trouble people with all these things. I still got a long way to go towards success. I still got 2 years to get out from this college, living my own life.

I’m not a good friend after all. And I really could not appreciate friends like I always blabbered about. Well, there goes another friend. I think it’s the best way to overcome this problem.

Epilogue

I’m good in making friends, but I’m better in losing them. Hahaha. Should put that in my resume. ^^

Good luck

…aku ucapkan kepada komiti komiti FESCO. Diharapkan event korang berjaya. Aku support korang!

Pedulikan dengan tuduhan tuduhan membabi buta tu.

P/S: Kepada seseorang dari department PMS FESCO, mana tiket FESCO free aku? Haha.

I wish for

a dreamless sleep sometimes.

Tak mahu bangun dari mimpi yang indah.

Hepi besday!

Hepi besday rumet. Sudah 21 tahun umur beliau. Haha